another day, another page

2008-05-22T06:01:00.001+08:00

GGMU.Nothing else to be said.

2008-05-10T20:11:00.002+08:00

OMFG aka Tomorrow will be a great dayTwo reasons: mad crazy thunderstorm, and monster. If you can't figure that one out, what can i say?I'll fill you in anyway. So yesterday all seemed great. Just had a long (and a bit dry) ultimate agm in school, then picked up some macs and got home to bum around. Was irritated at first, to find my room & pc being used, but i got over it. When it became

2008-05-06T10:47:00.002+08:00

Return of the blogI was about to comment that my title sounded like a Tolkien novel.. then i realised it also sounded like a George Lucas movie. If Rowling ever decided to restart her Potter series, she knows where to begin.Somehow i feel like my first paragraph is a huge let down; 'huh, after 7 months this is the best you can come up with!?' Yes, inspiration is that hard to come by these days.

2007-10-09T02:32:00.001+08:00

Counting down the daysHave you ever considered the purpose of life? Not so much so the meaning of daily existence, but rather the end point that we are heading towards. It seems fruitless to worry about the day-to-day check points along our path to the end, when we don't have the faintest clue as to when that end will come, and what it would bring. As a Christian, one would rest assured that

2007-08-27T01:54:00.000+08:00

Late Nights.Yup, i find myself unable to sleep before 1am now, usually only start to think about sleeping at 2. This is not a good trend, i'll find myself sleeping in lectures if this keeps up. Would probably help if i don't drink coffee at 10+ though, heh. Oh well, that's the benefit of not having that many classes (at least, not yet. could have morning classes from monday-thursday in

2007-08-24T10:35:00.000+08:00

if and only if.Yesterday was probably the most difficult driving experience i had to endure. Just the day after my accident no less. It never rains but pours, and it really WAS pouring yesterday. But first, the accident. After sending Navin off at Changi, i drove out of the carpark and into the middle turning lane that connects to the road leading to PIE/AYE. There were 3 lanes for turning,

2007-08-16T03:28:00.000+08:00

The beginning of a beautiful friendshipits a new beginning at last. after 10 months of inactivity and general bumming around, school is finally here! and for the first time i feel motivated to do well.. i can feel the pressure of my own expectations. which is weird, but at the same time strangely refreshing.yesterday was the first of many departures in the next 2 months.. i hope i made the

2007-02-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

First Times and Second Chances.Today! 16th February 2007, Friday. Chinese New Year Eve's Eve. Also known as, the first day Joshua Phua went to work. Haha yeah, finally got off my bum and got myself a job. And in a sense i'm real glad i didnt take any of those previous data entry jobs. because i would have died. Spent 5 hours doing database entries today (a secondary priority) and it is

2007-02-11T19:42:00.000+08:00

Free Kicks and Best MansCelebrating after curling one past the Sociedad wall to make it 1-1. Back in the fold and scoring goals.. who's the boss now, Capello.Leading Man U onto the field to take on Charlton. Doesn't he just remind you of someone...A Red Devil indeed.

2007-02-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

Birthdays and RiotsThe crazy world of football in pictures.April 12 2005, Champions League Quarterfinal, San Siro.AC Milan 1 Inter Milan 0 You know somethings wrong when the referee looks this scared. Strangely enough Javier Zanetti looks really pissed, while Markus Merk looks like death just waved at him.Dida is struck by a flare thrown from the crowd. I can't think of anyting to say, its

2007-01-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

Namibia and FullTiltPokerReasons for title. Reason number one is... *drumroll*haha i won a play money poker tournament! beat out 89 other players to win, including calling the one point run-away chip leader's bluff, as shown in the above hand. That basically won me the tourney hehe =) and NAMIBIA! haha i first checked Raleigh International's website at the urging of my mom a few months back,

2007-01-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

Dialectics and Rubik's CubesBack by popular demand. Or well, demands on my tagboard at least. And not really 'back', because i didnt go anywhere. Whatever. Just watched Singapore make it through to the AseanFC finals.. barely, it must be said. I can already see tomorrow's headlines.. 'hero and villian: lionel lewis saves the day' or something like that. Newspapers get predictable after

2007-01-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

Seriously, utterly, completely. Derailed.

2006-12-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

Corner Flags and FreekicksIn todays news, Alan Pardew has been sacked as the manager of West Ham. They say, 'Alan has made an important contribution since joining as manager in September 2003 but this season's results have been disappointing and have left the club in a very difficult position.' While this is all good and fine (West ham currently lie 3rd last in the league), lets take a look at

2006-11-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

i know your'e out there.. somewhere out there.there are days i want to be the guy in the mirror. and there are days when i dont want to bother anymore. whats the point of hoping? hope is the idea that there exists a better world, a better place, that things will get better. but they rarely do, you just have to make do with what is. idealism is for fools and immature kids. grow up dammit.

2006-11-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

Cheescake and Maggie MeeToday's key phrase is smells like. Smells like teen spirit? That's such a cliche. But no, thats not what im going to be talking about today. What it really smells like is puke. Yup, cheesecake smells like puke. Especially after its been eaten, its like this stench lingers around your mouth and wafts up to your nose all the time. And you think 'wth?'. Yeah, the

2006-11-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

Stop and Go Aishiteru.Today's keyword is tired. Nuff' said.

2006-11-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

Mangoes from the future II.For a cheap trill. No wonder they are the best, can't get anymore fresh than that! And to display the clarity of my Sony Cybershot, which i love.P.S. They really do taste very nice.

2006-11-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

Mangoes from the future.Today's keyword is irritating. The first thing i thought this morning when i woke up was 'fuckin' irritatin''. Yeah, im cranky when awoken unnaturally (a self-set alarm being the exception). My body seems to require a minimum of 9 hours of blissful sleep, i cant wake up without the aid of an alarm clock unless i clock that much sleep, regardless of when i sleep. Oh

2006-11-06T01:20:00.000+08:00

Lizard in the kitchen sink.Today's keyword is choice. It happens that another chapter of our short lives (yes 20 is short) has drawn to a close with the 3 magical letters O R D. Everyone goes on about how we''l now be free, no longer under the tyrannical control of the SAF, able to do things as we like when we like. Freedom. Which brings me to todays keyword: choice. How much choice do we

2006-11-03T01:15:00.000+08:00

moral dilemma solved! yes!moving on. have u ever felt like your'e living such an unfulfilled life.. that were the world to end right this moment, you'd spend the rest of eternity in regret? well i feel like that all the time. on one hand is the life you can see yourself living, the simplicity of it all. and on the other hand is reality, the cold hard truth that the dreams you have might never

2006-10-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

Free Hugs Campaign.Check it out =)

2006-10-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

ahh normal service resumed. though i have to say that it kinda sucks to be raining all the time, especially since its hazerain i.e. my car is worse for wear each time it pours. as long as it doesnt rain on soccer-day its tolerable though. to think rain used to be one of my favourite weather types in hot sunny singapore.. think i actually like the sun. i'd rather be hot than cold anyday.[edit]

2006-10-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

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2006-10-18T13:38:00.000+08:00

im watching the BEST show ever. or at least so far one and a half episodes in its the best show. heh. if u get a chance, watch heroes.'for all his bluster, it is the sad province of mad that he cannot choose his triumph. he can only choose how he will stand when the call of destiny comes, hoping that he'll have the courage to answer'Heroes. You won't regret watching it =)

2006-10-17T17:38:00.000+08:00

hmm 17th october 2006. today will be a day to remember for myself :)anyways doesnt look like the haze is going to clear up anytime soon.. lets check its effect on our skyline!just lovely isnt it.

2006-10-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

just what do you have to do to get a little inspiration around here. im just sitting here listening to christina belting out 'ain't no other man' and sipping water from my stanford pint glass, and words fail me. well not really fail me, more like there's nothing really interesting to blog about. or rather my life is dead boring. save me, all my adoring fans out there! say something

2006-10-08T18:17:00.000+08:00

you know what? im a new person from today on. no more, indecisive, unassertive, wishy-washy me. i mean, these traits might rear their ugly head from time to time, but i'll just override them. its a new me.it is, because i say it is.trust me.i wish i could trust myself when i say that.

2006-10-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

check this out.isnt that a beautiful comet? nearing the end of the month it will be at its closest to earth, and at this point in time its already visible in the night sky with the use of binoculars..BUT.seeing as our sky looks like this in the day.. and even worse in the night (PSI is at 150 now yay). so much for that. 3 cheers for indonesian forest fires!blah. not like we have a nice night

2006-10-07T00:52:00.000+08:00

an update for updates' sake. but thats what it always starts out as.. lets just see where it leads this time.clearing leave isnt all its made out to be. sure its shiok to be out of camp and sleeping in your own bed, waking up at your own hours, leading your own life. but at the same time the threat of recall looms over you, and you know your'e just like a dog on a longer leash. and inertia is

2006-09-27T06:17:00.000+08:00

Hello y'all!Joshiee and I met for Starbucks again today! And it was funnnn. Joshiee takes longer than I do in the toilet. I am such a guy. SIGH. Anyway, we took photos y'all! check it, check it!!!Lemme tell y'all. Joshiee is the best. Picking me up and offering to send me home. And although we don't always agree on stuff...you know like...stuff, we have a great friendship. And Josh you better

2006-09-20T17:10:00.000+08:00

thought that since i do have a lot of free time on my hands... its time i got down to some blogging at the very least. heh maybe this spark of verbal diarrohea will help me get off my ass and do something about my future.. uni/scholarship applications in particular. especially since this IS a key time if i want to study law in the UK. idont know why the fascination with law came about... but

2006-09-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

hmm haha since im feeling quite flippant i'll put off my serious blogging for another and leave everyone with this picture.its a ladybug orgy! XD

2006-09-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

'the KEY! give me the KEY! or i'll finish you. KEY. your'e useless, you idiot!'-one sided yelling match (or at least i can only hear this guy) at my neighbours house. exciting sia. ahaha.speaking of quarrels.. saw something damn funny. remember the infamous zidane headbutt? materazzi (the victim for those of you non-soccer peeps) said it went something like this:*materazzi pulls zidane's

2006-08-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

just a temporary makevoer... still dont like the way the collage fits on the blog.. and pretty sure i can spruce it up more heh =)anyhow! guess life is semi-happening now.. the last major army event is over for me! army half marathon was no kick.. *ahaha* just glad to be over and done with it.. and it was over much faster than i thought. time passes faster when u dont have to run past the same

2006-08-28T04:36:00.000+08:00

who did josh meet today???HELLO!!! :Dwe had dinner and starbucks and josh bought a pretty pretty bottle of cologne. nice.josh: "im drinking a girlie drink and ure drinking a guy's drink."yes yes he was having strawberries and cream frap. which is really good! i love java chip frap! but tomorrow im going back to my green tea frap.OOPS!!AH! better!and as always, some photo loving photo whoring took

2006-08-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

ahh. spending 4 days at home in a trot.. what a life. and still feeling sick. just pathetic :pit has however allowed me to do lots of show catching up... entourage rocks! anyone and everyone should catch... somehow just watching it makes me feel good. there is a world out there to CONQUER baby. hahaha. and who says you cant do it and be ethical at the same time. or a little unethical when

2006-08-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

blaugh. thats right. blaugh. sick again argh! i dont know why i've gotten sick so many times this year... and its always the same. scratchy throat in the morning, 'oh-shit' going through my mind. then by the afternoon its 'fucking sore throats!!' and by evening its 'crap starting to feel headachey'. and then next day (which would be tmr) will be either 'ahh feeling slightly better thank god

2006-08-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

wanted to do some revamping... but it being a sunday im running out of time! (dang i always want to do my blog in the short hour before i book in.. bad idea). so i'll just leave everyone with a picture taken at ashypoo's yesterday.if only we could wind back the days and relive those moments..3 and a half years and still going strong

2006-08-13T16:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! joshiee doesnt post photos so for people who rarely sees joshiee, here are some, so you wont forget how he looks like.have fun!josh loves xiao long bao lots.especially ones that are as big as his head. kidding! tt's me holding the xiao long bao closer to the cam. HAHA. i must have fooled y'all. omg omg. loves.[P.S. im not really stupid.] and joshiee loves xiao long bao like he loves

2006-08-12T18:56:00.000+08:00

feeling anti-social and sian. about to head off to ashypoo's place for bbq... havent seen her in ages. i know i should be excited and im pretty sure i'll have a good time.. but just dont feel like putting in effort these days. its so much easier to just settle in a comfort zone and hang out with people you know you can be at complete ease with.. instead of putting out effort and getting hurt.

2006-08-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

its the home stretch now :Dand haha i almost fell down the stairs like just.. grabbed onto rails on both sides of the stairs and leaned forward to peek at the main door... and didnt pull myself up enough when i let go hahaha had to jump down 2 steps.. *whew* clumsiness just showing my extremely high spirits!!was already in high spirits at the start of the day.. had a good macs breakfast (thanks

2006-08-02T05:23:00.000+08:00

hello people! i am bloggin on behalf of joshiee while he is being lazy and busy and stuck in camp and cant go home to his internet. josh took this photo cuz he thinks his cam is so cool so i must pose with it. what an idiot! HAHAHAHAHA. i'm just kiddin :Danyway, josh and i went for dinner at Sushi Tei tonight! oh we love our sashimi lots. retards. photo of the week! im lookin at this and

2006-07-30T21:24:00.000+08:00

37 days since my last post... haha thats a pretty long time. but it also means... 37 days closer to ORD! hahaha. tmr marks the '100 days left' point... there's no turning back now :D (not that there was ever any turning back.. but just felt right to say that haha)ahhh things are still as shitty and busy as ever, what with the amount of parades i have on. this week there's my own battalion's CO

2006-06-22T20:37:00.000+08:00

it just feels like blogging has no longer any meaning anymore. i mean, wheres the mystery? wheres the suspense? has life become so dull that we are reduced to just rambling on the internet about oh this and that has happened in our lives? what happened to simple conversation!? sigh im ranting i know. but it just feels like in some way, despite the clear irony, that using a blog as a channel to

2006-06-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

this is a first. booking in for the 'start' of the week on friday for saf day rehearsal, and then saturday for ndp rehearsal. what happened to the good old days of monday-friday work week? i guess its one thing to work a boring job 8-5... but it sure is a hell of a pain working a 'you work when we want you to fucking work' work week. yay to saf!anyhows. had a good thursday.. thursday seem to

2006-06-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

its wearing me out. oh god its really wearing me out.what a dreadful week its been. you'd think having 3 days of MC from monday to wednesday, followed by off on thursday and friday is a bloody good deal. and well, despite being really rather sick enough to justify the mc, i have to admit that it does seem rather too convienient, and who wouldnt want to be in the same situation as me? well please

2006-06-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

bleah. why am i always sick on weekends. at first i thought i had a sorethroat because i ate too many dried mango slices, which rock. but then i was sickingly reminded that i only get sorethroats when i have a flu, which means fevers, muscle aches and coughing/sneezing. god this sucks.i guess thats what you get after spending friday morning, saturday afternoon and sunday afternoon navigating

2006-06-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

and wake up where the clouds are far behind mewhat a crazy weekend. crazy because of the amount of time i spent out and about, crazy because of the mad fun i've had just chillin' with the impt people in my life, crazy because i've finally got my driving license. *mad grin* im crazy. muaha. XXXDDDDso started my long weekend on thursday night. which couldnt have come any sooner because thursday

2006-06-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

life is a big fucking joke.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2006-06-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

have you ever found yourself walking in your house and suddenly thinking 'i want to lie down and die'. i just did, and i find it kinda amusing more so than anything.you know what's really funny? this whole blogging business. it occured to me that it would be rather nice to be an enigma, and infact i rather like the whole notion of being a loner. no fuss, no frills. really ironic then that im into

2006-05-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

you kick up the leaves and the magic is losti blog for the sake of continuity.somethings just not right with the world. caught crash over the weekend.. nothing beats a good provocative movie. and it got me thinking.. where do we draw the line over racism? racist jokes are quite common, and come on, we all have a good laugh over them. but where does humour end and malice begin? sometimes i

2006-05-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

even though i post roughly every weekend, it doesnt stop the feeling that my posts are getting more and more sporadic. being in army does that to you; your idea of time is stretched and compressed all the time.. a 6 day week can't pass quite fast enough, and a oneday weekend is over in a second. yes, my saturdays are now gone. worse still, is to lose a 'long' weekend to illness. god i hate

2006-05-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

就算把世界给我，我还是一无所有its been a long weekend. even with a small blip of ndp rehearsal on saturday morning, being off from thursday to sunday sure is shiok. if only i didnt have to book in tonight.. the ord angel is hovering above my shoulder now.. just a few more months now.. :Dits like the past one and a half years of limbo has just been leading up to this finale... when we finally recognise why

2006-05-08T20:55:00.000+08:00

ugh. somehow i find this feeling the most irritating. the half-sick feeling, like your'e kinda sick, but not really very sick. it just completely disrupts your system, neither really here nor there. being sick sure sucks, even if it is just a little bit.anyway. realised that things havent been so smooth lately.. just been bobbing up and down following the waves of life. which doesnt say much

2006-05-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

thats what made sunday really worthwhile.

2006-05-01T14:19:00.000+08:00

ugh i feel like i've been run over by a bus. okae maybe not really run over by a bus, because i doubt anyone could survive that. but definitely run over. or at least hit really really hard in the head by a fast moving object, not meant to decapitate but incapacitate... well. i'm really out of it thats what. sleeping at 7am and waking at 2am does not leave you feeling very fresh and

2006-04-23T20:12:00.000+08:00

hmm this is my 200th post! just noticed when i got to the blogger dashboard.. cool. kinda little though.. definitely can't compare to my livejournal days when i used to blog daily, maybe twice or thrice a day too. *shrug* what can i do. being a stay-in personnel sucks. okay enough army bitching for now.feeling really empty these days. not sure if this has been a recent development, as it feels

2006-04-21T10:12:00.000+08:00

a lot of things on mind, and one more i fail to find the words to express myself. this is a continuing trend that will without doubt one day consume me in totality, by which time the stymied and suppressed emotions buried in my heart will have caused me to overflow with nonsensical ramblings and unchecked tirades, most likely resulting in me receiving many disturbed glances and end up with me

2006-04-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

Your true color is Yellow!You're yellow, the color of joy and energy - two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a

2006-04-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

whats in a name? that which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet.on a shakespearean kick now... this is what happens when your'e bored at home. or maybe its because i love shakespeare =Djust caught romeo and juliet for the dunnohowmanyeth time.. and it still rocks. when leonardo di caprio was still cute. when claire danes was undeniably pretty. wait.. she still is undeniably

2006-04-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

this is fact not fictionfor the first time in yearsyawns having a realllly slow, but really long weekend. guess its both good and bad, but spending my 4 day weekend at home is sure a waste of time.thats what everything has been lately. a big fucking waste of time.like, why do i go through all the trouble? beats me. im not sure whether its that i dont have the energy anymore, whether somewhere

2006-04-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

shits! never ever do a blog skin last minute... like now, for example. gotta book in in an hours time and i havent even bathed :pso... its uncomplete. just like my normal sunday post, which i'll now rush through.pretty much normal week, with 'intense' physical training, which ain't so bad lah heh. then on friday went to sentosa for battery outing... was real fun heh. even though some of the

2006-04-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

so finally the month of march has come to an end... with a very very long and slow weekend. somehow those 3-day weekends have the most inertia :S haha paiseh to the guys who caught dinner at sam's and then mirrormask at ben's on friday... got me at a bad weekend.. excuses aside... just didnt have it in me to get out of the house =pso... pretty much spent thursday/friday/saturday at home... heh.

2006-03-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

no week is complete without my sunday blogfest! ok so this week had enough stuff to say that i have 2 posts (posted a rather more 'articulate' piece in the afternoon"). and of course my weekly update! my rather dodgy USB cable is working now, so i managed to upload pics from my class cook fest last week! =)waiting for cabs.. zzzbrandon knows how to pose with his food ;)thinking of the mess ahead

2006-03-26T13:57:00.000+08:00

Of Gossamer Beginnings and a Senescent Past'None of us choose our end, really. A king may move a man. A father may claim a son. But remember that even when those who move you be kings, or, men of power. Your soul is in your keeping alone. When you stand before God you cannot say 'but i was told by others to do thus' or that virtue was not convienient at the time. This will not suffice.'If there

2006-03-19T17:31:00.000+08:00

caught v for vendetta yesterday... was blown away by it. really really good show... heh somehow everything V said had a certain profound impact on me. its like the kind of moments when u feel like your life is changing/will be change. thats how powerful words can be. and at the end of the day, guess what. its still just a show.was thinking of maybe making another blog... one for like a more

2006-03-12T20:19:00.000+08:00

crazy week finally over. in camp at least. had office duty on monday... which ended up carrying over into tuesday morning.. then guard, then acct on weds afternoon. followed by driving, then soc on thurs morning, acct on thurs aft, and driving on thurs night. hahaha. and acct again on friday morning, before finally HOME! =) pretty much spent this weekend stoning at home doing nothing much than

2006-03-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

been too busy to be tired, really. have been having 'completely stoned' moments here and there though... think i'd better find a day (maybe tmrw while on office duty) to get a long good nights rest. or maybe i'll just end up watching tv/vcds/dvd all night ah ha ha.spent the week pretty much slogging away in camp with guard on tuesday.. SOC on thursday.. haha. and thats nothing, cos for the next

2006-02-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

so my busy week over liao... but the next few weeks gonna be as busy. shag man. suddenly have ACCT (advanced close combat training for you ns noobs) 4 times a week!! scali get injured or whatever... (choi choi choi) then my driving how. sians wanna pia somemore... really really itching to drive my own car liao heh. and now we're supposed to be doing a lot of guard this month cos 23SA is going to

2006-02-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

too much has been going on, but then it feels like too litle is happening.it feels like im in a transitional stage again, trying to pinpoint my identity. a 'now i'm 20 oh f*ck' identity crisis, if you will. its at a time like this that i'm actually glad for army, that there's someplace else for me to be than home and out in 'the real world'. staying in camp is like an escape from everything else,

2006-02-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

haha kinda similar to an earlier 'five of blahblah' thingy i've done... but oh well. for ashley, in particular =pName five of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not use things that someone else has already used:1. that feeling of sheer.. tranquility the moment you fall asleep. its at that exact moment that

2006-02-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

hmm its time to book in already.. but hopefully this week will be the last week i'll ever be outfield again for an exercise =) cny was good... will have more to post about that when i get back home next friday. wish it could last longer, im starting to get into the feel of it for the first time heh. to think i used to hate new years! oh well. next week will be a new beginning... the -getting

2006-01-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

customary 'post before book in'. except that its the night before now! =) having a half day off after a long break IS really shiok. every little bit away from camp counts more and more now. everyone has the same goal... -ord in peace-. lets all work towards that! gan batte! ike! 9 more months baby, just 9 more months.anyhoo! went to town today to eat din tai fung for 'high tea' after soccer with

2006-01-30T16:57:00.000+08:00

You are the Sun card. The light of the Sun revealsall. The Sun is joyful and bright, withoutfear or reservation. The childish nature ofthe Sun allows you to play and feel free.Exploration can truly take place in the lightof day when nothing is hidden. The Sun's raysfill you with energy so that you may livelife to its fullest, milking pleasure out ofeach day. Such joy and energy can bringwealth

2006-01-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

i should count myself so lucky. to have held something so precious once, to have cherished it for even those few moments, and to truly and completely believed it, felt it. just that alone is priceless. to have it at the tips of your fingers, even to watch it drift agonisingly away. it was worth it. i understand now what it means, what it all means to me. and i am relieved.watching chiyo as

2006-01-10T21:03:00.000+08:00

im tired. tired of pretending like everything's okay. tired of my moodswings. tired of being happy one moment and lonely the next. sick of the gloom of reality. sick of always putting on a brave face, sick of stuffing away all the disappointments, the apprehensions. drained from all the doubts, the misgivings, the fear. the bloody fear. the god damn fear.life is tough, that much is true.

2005-12-29T20:14:00.000+08:00

心不在。

2005-12-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

christmas is here again. i remember a time long ago when i used to love christmas. my family would happily count down the days on this christmas tree banner, called the jesse tree, where there are 25 pouches arranged in a pyramid. from the first day of december, we'd place each of the little cloth figures into their respective pouches, numbering off the days to christmas. baby jesus was the

2005-12-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

Lord, where are you? open my heart and set me free... lead me away from this bleak reality that is my life.save me.please.twenty four oceanstwenty four skiestwenty four failurestwenty four triestwenty four finds mein twenty fourth placetwenty four dropoutsand the end of the daylife is not what i thought it wastwenty four hours agostill im singingspirit take me up in arms with youand im not who i

2005-12-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

another loong weekend has ended. i love taking leave =) will do so again next week! (thurs and friday hopefully) so if anyone wants to catch a movie... buzz me pls :pwhen you contemplate the present with the knowledge that you hold the future in your hands, does it make you grin with anticipation? or quiver in apprenhension?one things for sure. im not grinning.sighh. its like i've been stuck at

2005-12-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

if you get there before i dodont give up on mei'll meet you when my chores are truei dont know how long i'll bebut im not gonna let you downdarlin' wait and seeand betwen now and thentill i see you againi'll be loving youlove, me.*sigh*

2005-12-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

sigh long weekend coming to an end. at least i managed to get some stuff done... though probably not enough. signed up for driving already though, for my BTT at least. hope i can make the test date... december is packed full with range/chemical defense/soc and other army trainingskinda tired actually.. been going out a lot heh. wanted to post something serious about some topic but i've

2005-11-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

my life needs another revamp. and not so much because things arent going well, but more so that i dont like the direction that im headed. sometimes its as if i've this clear road ahead of me, and yet maybe im drunk at the wheel, or i get distracted by something, or i just fall asleep, but i always find some way to curve off the path. or even worse head back the way i came from, going around in

2005-11-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念為何挽回要趕在冬天來之前愛妳穿越時間兩行來自秋末的眼淚讓愛滲透了地面我要的只是妳在我身邊i love this song!super tiring week has finally come to an end... and ended well i might add =) despite my worst fears that the extremely long week in camp might make me have too high expectations of the weekend and just end up draining myself, things worked out alright. thanks very much to the wonderful company i've shared over the past

2005-11-20T01:47:00.000+08:00

"Post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end, list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this." for stella, in particular1. i just love the smell of beer and coffee... but dislike the taste of either2. when i was small i fell of my mom's back on the stairs.. explains a lot eh? =p3. i love all things egg4. when im alone i crave a crowd, but when im with a crowd i crave

2005-11-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

hmm its a good day =) i realised tt lately i've been in good spirits! which is great news haha. for myself at least :p just now while i was at the best stop waiting to go to town, it suddenly occured to me that maybe i've grown up, if only a little bit. over the past year at least. only 359 days left till ORD!!! less than a year. oh man a year really flies by.. tempus fugit. i can still

2005-11-12T14:23:00.000+08:00

.:. mich*e||e.:. handphones need a BLOCK function. says:haha i dunno leh what do you want? hahajosh. and so it is... says:mmjosh. and so it is... says:many thingsjosh. and so it is... says:=).:. mich*e||e.:. handphones need a BLOCK function. says:er.............josh. and so it is... says:haha was just reading old blog entries...josh. and so it is... says:i want my driving licensejosh. and so it

2005-11-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

hmm. im feel quite content now. not so much content with the things that im doing in my life, but perhaps the way its panning out. the future looks good. just got like, inspired. not really inspired, more like nudged in the ribs. *WAKE UP YOUR IDEA* sounded like that. figured out that one of the main problems of my life spent at home is that 95% of it is spent in my room, infront of my

2005-11-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

i figured that the best way to actually spend some time thinking isnt just sitting there and letting my mind wonder. nothing much gets done tt way, except maybe me just distracting myself for a few seconds before carrying on with whatever i was doing/going to do. so i thought: i'll blog instead! that way my thoughts will materialize into words, and i'd also be able to look back and consider

2005-11-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

what to do what to do. sigh. reallll irritated with all the shit thats floating around in my mind lately. this 'shit' refers to my future heh. or rather the choices and decisions i have to make. at which point does convienience cut in and hide the path that i really should take? thats one question i definitely need to answer. at least one was answered for me today.. if i want to go overseas

2005-11-03T01:18:00.000+08:00

翻著我們的照片想念若隱若現... 去年的冬天我們笑得很甜its christmas time liao! or okae maybe still like 1 1/2 months shy... but they're already putting up decorations.. at least there's a HUGE tree outside paragon now. im pretty sure soon the one in taka will be up, and then the lights and tressels and all the christmas spirit will be in the air =)which means one thing... time for christmas party! yes yes indeed. a

2005-11-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

just got back from another guys night out... caught domino. woo! keira knightley is hot as ever... somehow the tough chick look suits her. v well. damn she's hot. hahaha =) something v interesting though.. lately a lot of shows/books i've been watching/reading have a lot to do with fate/destiny/fortune.. which is quite interesting really. haha think i've repeated myself there. but the whole

2005-10-31T00:38:00.000+08:00

hmm. been a long and tiring weekend... spent in my room :S haha somehow just staying put in one place playing games and watching movies/shows all day is extremely, extremely draining. saturday was fun though.. caught up abit with the guys, and caught legend of zorro! quite entertaining actually.. and catherine zeta jones is always a bonus =)on a side note... i need to get out of the house more.

2005-10-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

manchester united are no longer the team i know. sir alex is no longer the manager he used to be. this is one of the most pathetic displays of soccer i have seen in my 11 years as a manchester united fan.ugh.

2005-10-29T01:40:00.000+08:00

when i think about the days ahead, or rather, the months ahead. thin dont look as clear as i'd like them to be, and more often than not i find myself staring into a veiled mist. behind which i am uninclined to face.i dont know but... uni seems really foreboding now. perhaps its not so much the busybee part, and the bogged down in work/mugging part. but more of the 'how do i fit in' part. i guess

2005-10-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

if somebody told you that i've been feeling good, really good. they'd probably be right. and that somebody would most likely be me. but there's always this feeling you get after you realise 'hey, i feel real good'. its a feeling of uneasiness, of apprehension. its a 'wait a minute...' kinda feeling, the kind that you get before the storm comes. and thats what i feel now. and yet... its a

2005-10-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

the one thing that i doubt i'll ever fully understand, and yet it keeps me going. for some reason being in army... being in camp, specifically. it makes me free. i've lived life as i've always believed it should be lived.. optimistic, hopeful. i do what i see is right, not based on any concepts but my own. moving forward as i see i should, letting the currents pull me. i believe that the

2005-10-16T17:27:00.000+08:00

another long week comes to an end... haha but this week has been more 'exciting', in camp at least.ah ber brought his ps2 into camp! muahahaha! NO MORE BORING NIGHTS! every night is winning eleven/tekken5/soulcalibur2 night now. all we need is a nice big tv in our own bunk... *hoohoho* haha well apart from being sucked into a gaming frenzy... there's always still time for nights out :) met wayne

2005-10-09T18:44:00.000+08:00

been feeling really zonked out this whole weekend... its been so long since i've been sick that its like a whole new feeling again... or perhaps its always like that when your'e sick, eh? :pat least im feeling better now... that bath really helped to refresh me! (the powers of cold water and mango bodyshop shower gel) :Da lot has been happening in the past week.. more so than actually is